no wonder?

i see your face and i feel grossed out. no, i dont want to know what you do for a living.
if spreading every one untruth earns you a dollar you'd be a millionaire by now. does that show what i think of you already? conniving slut

ok wait i dont even know if thats a good enough term for you


school's been hell. looking forward to fridays every week without fail with more enthusiasm than the average person
but then again when weekends come, sigh.
exams coming. hip hooray.
how can school be a happy place when everyone's acting so fake? yes, even i.
who's with me, now?
miss a lot of people. does anyone? doubt so.
i lack something in my life. hee hee. friends, anyone?



i need to get in my head, by the way, that you're something that's never gonna happen again. ok
but i can never get past this two, yknw? no you don't, 'cause no one does :(
hopefully life has something better in store for me soon.

when you showed someone how you felt, it was fresh and honest; when you told someone how you felt, there might be nothing behind those words but habit or expectations. those three words are just what everyone uses; simple syllables couldnt contain something as rare as what i felt for you.


have a new friend, chrissy/DS :D i think she will become very big in no time.
coz of my lurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrvezxcsczxc muackszxsxzzxcz yums.
can cook turtle soup with her. but only enough for one person coz she's littler than my palm

fortunately there wasn't anyone else to watch me smile in earnest when i felt her toenails/fingernails dig into my palm from inside the bag while trying to swim from one end to the other

and i realised, if i stopped expecting, i wouldn't get disappointed.