when you showed someone how you felt, it was fresh and honest; when you told someone how you felt, there might be nothing behind those words but habit or expectations. those three words are just what everyone uses; simple syllables couldnt contain something as rare as what i felt for you.


have a new friend, chrissy/DS :D i think she will become very big in no time.
coz of my lurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrvezxcsczxc muackszxsxzzxcz yums.
can cook turtle soup with her. but only enough for one person coz she's littler than my palm

fortunately there wasn't anyone else to watch me smile in earnest when i felt her toenails/fingernails dig into my palm from inside the bag while trying to swim from one end to the other

and i realised, if i stopped expecting, i wouldn't get disappointed.